1v8_k_vdkIt’s dark in my mind
I’m fading away
I can’t seem to find
a reason to stay
Nourished to hide
all that is me
Fractured my soul
before it could be
I wish I could say
that the tables were turning
but all that I have
is a far away yearning
For parts of a puzzle
that ‘one’ can not find
Because of a muzzle
that gridlocks my mind
..
It’s dark in my soul
I’m fading away
Why can’t we find
a reason to stay
Demons and ghosts
that are locked in my soul
are punishing forces
that swallow me whole
I wish we could say
that tables were turning
but there only is
that far away yearning
For parts of that puzzle
that’s never compleet
The acts of a hustle
that makes my soul bleed
..
It’s dark in my mind
I’m fading away
Where can I find
a reason to stay
I no longer want
that lonely relation
that splinters my soul
way past the end
I never desired
those tears of starvation
that languish of mind
no ‘apple’ can mend
O where can I find
all of those parts
of soul and of mind
that make up my hearts
How eager do I
long for that day
where tables are turning
not far away
Where I is no longer
bound by a muzzle
a far away yearning
for ‘me’
the whole puzzle
..
ᗪ𝒾∂เรᗪ𝔫ค©️MMXXII
