Did is…

Did is … how ‘nature’ en ‘nurture’ interact… will interact… can interact… Had to interact…

Did is … seconds… minutes… hours… days… years…

slave of time…

Master over time…

Did is … functioning… how… there… Will be… Can be… is… functioned… how there had to be functioned… how functioning stays possible…

Did is … dividing… divided… what plays in the world… to anyones world…

Did is… fly… flying… flee… flight… high… low… close-by… long ago… near… far… an necessary goodbye…

Did is… control… control… subdue… controverse… restrain… control… chaos… control… panik… control… control… control….

or not just yet…

Did is… action… reaction… action and reaction… divided interaction… shared interaction… divided by interaction…

Did is… hide… conceal… secret… protect… preservation… nurturing…

Did is… smile… mirrors… smiling… ‘Joker’… a joker…

“Why so serious?”…

Did is…

… It …

Did is…

… Ís …

Did is…

… Always …

Did is…

… Gone …

did -> dissociative identity disorder

dis -> dissociatieve identiteitsstoornis

split -> dividing ; divided ; ref. to the film  (although it ain’t that caricatured… it is frustrating that it is seen that way… as a joke… it hurts that it is seen like that… somewhere)

dna -> de genetic code ; an idea ; ideas ; different thinking ; writing ; naive ; raw ; pure ; core ; questions ; many questions ; WHY?!? ; because…

Did is…     …diddissplitdna

A name for a blog

To hold on to

A silk thread, to swing to the next hour

To the next thread

Hoping, somewhere, it doesn’t break

Longing, somewhere, it does

More and more

Writing to make it manageable for ourselves. Writing because there has always been writing. By all… all that I know. Writing to maybe… touch someone. Writing as reason. A reason for a reason. Writing… for writing. For all the questions. For the need of safety, of security, salvaging. Writing to…

What for?

The name is to long

diddissplitdna…

diddisdna…

didisdna..

The children and spelling

But how do I do it?

We made it this far on our own

Preferring it alone … but not of the “alone”

But I can’t… no more… not alone…

Did is…

no longer bearable alone…

Is writing going to be a salvation… or a threat?

Di-d-is…

Frightning…

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