Why is it..

That time and time again..

I sabotage myself.

Every

Single

Effort

That I make

To grant myself some worth..

Or to actually try to be me..

Is met with..

And counteracted to with..

An excruciating need to

Self sabotage

Self harm

Self loath

And finally..

Self destruct

Every single aspect of those attempts..

Every

Single

Part

..of.. me

It is tiring..

To the extreme..

To be an entity..

That is trying to survive..

And trying to annihilate itself..

At the very same time.

𝒾∂เรᗪ𝔫©️MMXXI

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